Imagine if you will, trying to be honest with someone who honestly does not understand the words: confidence and honesty , between friends, Honestly, would you ever in your life expect that one of your best friends would be anything else but honest with you? Would you ever in your life expect that while being honest that confidence and honesty would be broken? Would you ever in your life expect that you would be asked to lie for that person and have an honest feeling about what you were actually doing?
Hmmm, could you do it?
Honestly, when something is shared between two friends
and that has made it's way to others in a nonchalant conversation it
really makes one wonder just how a friendship can be built and
maintained when first, the person who received the initial information
made it known to others who inadvertently made it know right back to me.
Well, back where I come from, being honest was a set
expectation and without the honest truth there were far to many lies to
remember. But, I have been around when certain things have been said
which are so totally off the friggin wall and blatant lies. I have also
been around some who choose to lie to get ahead and twist the truth for
their own benefit all while destroying the honesty within the hearts of
Over time, some hurtful things have been said and many situations which could only possibly be related to me are put out in the open for a chosen few to char and rip apart and considering where it is coming from, and why, I totally and honestly would expect nothing less. Honesty is the best policy and I honestly do not trust anything from either one now and I can see where, why and what they are feeding from and where it will go in time.
Now, believe me, this has not been an easy lesson to
learn and understand, but in knowing what I know now and trusting the
many sources, I am relieved to have finally accepted and left behind the
uneasy thoughts and misconceptions of such.
One thing to remember is that my opinion of those whom choose to be dishonest, is really none of their business but with this, I totally know that they will know exactly how I honestly feel of their lack of honesty and their future re/actions... lol